I
have a dream
28/02/02 | by Alex Walker
Apart from the last one, I get the
feeling Im chasing rainbows. That said, dreams can come
true. And I dont have to look very far for evidence of
this: in the 70s and 80s, Forest lived up to at least
the first three items on my wish-list.
Unfortunately, I was born in the wrong generation and no matter
how many Glory Years videos I watch, or how many
fans-eye accounts I read, Forests history still seems
like a distant dream, fading all the time.
With this in mind, my dreams have been slightly down-graded in
order to increase the likelihood of me seeing them through.
I now dream Forest will:
Again, the last point is almost a
certainty. But, as Gregorys recent shot in the arm of
Derbys survival chances has proved, even this relatively
modest set of desires can be very hard to gain.
At the start of the season I was feeling very optimistic about
the chances of my dreams coming true: Forest were
playing decent, enjoyable football and they were earning
praise from rival managers.
Of course, we still do have a manager who puts the club first as
no-one can fault his efforts this season. We also still have a
team made up of promising young players, despite the sale of
Jermaine Jenas.
Were even pulling in good crowds, although I think
getting behind the team is a bit much to ask from the
majority of the average City Ground crowd.
And Im absolutely sure that Nigel Doughty is the man to
lift this club out of the financial snake pit we currently find
ourselves trapped in.
But recently things have gone wrong on the decent,
enjoyable football side of affairs. Forest have only won
one of their last 10 games, in which they have scored a mere 7
goals. They have only conceded 8, but with 4 nil-nil draws in
this time, it hardly adds up to enjoyable footie.
And of course this has put pay to any hopes of getting back in
the Premiership, for this season at least. It doesnt look
too promising for the next either, what with no money to replace
the many players weve sold. But theres always hope.
After all, you gotta have a dream; if you dont have a
dream, how you gonna have a dream come true?
And while were on the subject of dreams, I guess we have to
mention nightmares. My nightmare is that I will have to reassess
my wish-list yet again; that the aims of Forest will become:
Obviously Im being daft now.
Derby will never beat us, no matter how bad things get. But the
other things are what clubs like Crewe, Grimsby and Stockport
face every day. They are trapped in the living nightmare that
being a small club above their level throws up.
Im not denying any of these clubs their success - well done
to them for having enough vision to achieve what they have done.
But that is the grim reality they have and no amount of dreaming
is going to change that.
I dont think Forest will drop down to this level for one
reason: Nigel Doughty.
That particular element of my hopes for Forest is in place and
the others will come from it. Crewe, despite their talented
players and manager, do not have the money to buy better players,
let alone keep hold of the ones theyve got. They do
not have a wealthy benefactor, nor do they have the fan base to
attract big crowds through their gates.
Forest are fortunate that we do have these two things. But that
does not guarantee success alone. The important thing about
Forest is that the clubs management share my dream to see
the club back in the Premiership, producing quality young stars
and playing football the right way.
Without this it can go very wrong. Manchester City were, within
years, reduced from dreaming of challenging for the Premiership
title, to the living nightmare of Division Two. And the same
thing could happen to Sheffield Wednesday this season.
But just the same as the nightmares can happen, dreams come true.
I dont mean in the dappy way Forests wildest dreams
came true in the fantasy world of 1977-1980. That was probably
all make believe - maybe everyone drifted into a drug-induced
delusional state and imagined the whole thing? It could happen.
No, what I mean is that in recent years dreams have come true for
Ipswich, Sunderland, Charlton, Fulham to name but a few. And they
can come true for Forest. Like I said, we do have the makings of
a dream-fulfilling club. We have a decent set of players, fans
that are still prepared to turn up and, perhaps most importantly,
someone prepared to pump money into the club and help us along
the way to that pot of gold.
Its going to take time though. Clubs just dont climb
the ladder that quickly anymore. We all imagined Brian Clough,
the Wombles of Wimbledon were Childrens TV characters and
what Barnsley were doing in the Premiership a few years back is
anyones guess.
But there are enough examples that we havent imagined, to
persuade us that sometimes dreams can come true in the long run
as long as you keep focused on them and dont lose hope.
So when you start to feel down about the way this season is
going, and the fact that on the face of things, the dream has
never seemed further away, remember that someday we will
live the dream. And if everything else isnt enough to keep
you reaching for the stars, Derbys impending relegation
should act as proof for us all that sometimes our deepest desires
do become reality.